I have lately been very interested in hearing about couples who are “childfree”. I am not totally comfortable with the expression as it sounds like having children is something to avoid like “sugar free” or “smoke free”. However “childless” sounds much worse, like you are lacking and empty, so I am not using that term. Whether it is for the short term or the long term I recognize that having examples of happy couples without children is just plain healthy. I have this ridiculous idea that a complete family includes children. As much as I would like to have one or two immediately, I recognize that it’s still a while away – a min of 10 months or more.
Lately I’ve been hearing about studies on happiness and they all seem to confirm that having children does NOT make people happier.
Daniel Gilbert in his book Stumbling Upon Happiness suggests that having kids actually makes you LESS happy and that parents actually delude themselves into thinking they are happy. The book reviewer grabs your attention in her review “Don’t Worry Be Happy ” in Forbes by saying “If you want to be happy, don’t have children.”
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On the day to day, I can understand that, because of the demands, but in the larger scheme when you are reflecting on your life and looking back I hear again and again from people that their single greatest joy and satisfaction in life came from raising their child. So maybe happiness isn’t the right word. It is more about deriving meaning and a sense of importance. I don’t see myself being happier by not having kids. Now that I’ve been at it for almost 3 years it feels like the one thing I need to get back on track and feel normal again. This whole process of trying to have a baby is hands-down the single most miserable experience I’ve gone through in life- so unfortunately I don’t see being child free as much of a ticket to the easy life. Perhaps if I was someone who truly didn’t want them and then never tried to have them this is true.
In “All Joy and No Fun: Why Parents Hate Parenting” in New York Times magazine they talk specifically about the negatives of parenting and the toll it takes on your life and your marriage. The author writes “This is the brutal reality about children—they’re such powerful stressors that small perforations in relationships can turn into deep fault lines.” If anyone quoted either of these stories after I confided to them about my repeat pregnancy losses I think I would slap them, but finding the stories on my own I admit I was slightly fascinated and also frightened that the road ahead is hard on both sides. Unfortunately, having trouble having kids doesn’t let you off the hook for everything after (although in fairness, it seems like you’ve earned a break somewhere down the line!). For years I was focused on that and worried about how hard it would be, no idea how hard this first part would be.
So for now we are childfree, not by choice. On our vacation last week we visited historical homes on Nantucket and occasionally there was an example of a couple that never had kids. I was fascinated with what they did with their time. I think of other famous childfree people like Oprah and Julia Child. Unfortunately I don’t have quite the same level of career ambition. If anything I feel a bit guility that I haven’t been using my childfree time to be more productive. Since I don’t have an amazing career or a family I admit to feeling a bit lacking. (Supermoms who have both- I hate you!) My career is pretty low key and a great fit for a family. I work from home for a large high tech company doing web marketing. On the side I am pursuing a Masters degree in counseling psychology and part-time I teach aerobics (got certified last year). I am interested in any other great examples of childfree people. I know they are out there.